It's 4:34 a.m right now. My fingers seem stiff. They're just a little bit hard to move. It's just too hard to hold back my tears. Someone whom I love is hurt. My sister, someone whom I care, someone who always be by my side, someone whom I protect, is being hurt. It hurt me realizing she's crying. It hurt me even more realizing she's trying to hide her tears. Being a sister, I don't know what to do for her. I'm unable to stop her tears. I'm unable to make her feel better. I'm feeling like a useless sister right now. Her smile, which I wanna keep forever, is being ruined by someone who doesn't worth her tears. Sometimes I just wish I can be hurt instead of her. Right now I can't think of any ways to comfort her. I just wanna say that "Sister! Please cry all you want for this short moment. But from now on, please don't cry anymore. People who make you cry don't worth your tears. Everyone around here loves you. They don't wanna see you cry or even sad. Sister! As I've always told you, no matter what, I'll will always be by your side and protect you."........................"Please don't cry! Once I see your tears, I have a feeling that I can't forgive people who've hurt you. One day, they will get what they deserve to get. They will be hurt 10 million times more than you are"..................
Love story is like that. Broken heart is always on our way. Sometimes we make someone hurt, sometimes we get hurt from other for some reasons. Who is wrong???
ReplyDeleteHow many people who can success in their first love??? very few!!! How can we do when someone we love get hurt???
For u and ur sister;
When she is crying because of her love, u can do only one thing "stay silently by her side or cry with her" to make her feeling warm. After crying she'll get better and need to discuss with u or ask for advices.
Don't blame urself in helpless when she cries. It's nature of human, she is crying it's mean that she takes out her hurt and sadness from inside by her tears, if she doesn't cry, can u imagine??? What will happen to her???
Fail in love is not really bad as u think. It gives her one more experience. She can find herself "feeling and mind" of the type of person she should accept his love for the next time.. At the end, she'll find her partner whom she takes the rest of her life with...
"Happy is in the end of story"
Well.... You're right. But I just couldn't help blaming myself. By the way thanks for your words and thanks for dropping by.... ^^
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