You are my Endless Memory: episode 4 ""My hero""

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Jumi fell strongly to the ground and scratched her knee. It started to bleed. Aliza snatched Jumi's bag and took everything out of her bag until she found Jumi's worksheet....

"He is my endless memory, huh? What is this? I wonder how you will explain to teacher if you don't have this."

Aliza said and teared the worksheet into pieces....

Jumi's tear started to drop.....

"Aliza! Why are you doing this?"

Aliza laughed and said....

"You stupid girl! You really don't know why? I wonder what is so good about you. You are just a weak dumb girl. Why everyone likes you so much? Why teachers like you more than me? Why Joon loves you and always protect you? Why you always get higher scores than me? Why you always win? Why it's always you? Why? Why?"

Jumi cried and said....

"Listen to me! You know everyone in the class is the same. Our teacher loves her students equally. As long as you try, you will always be success. The important thing is the effort you put in it. Studying is not about winning or losing."

"Shut up! I don't need to be told. You better save up your voice for screaming for help once I lock you in this room. Jumi! I hate you! You're such a burden to everyone! Especially Joon! You can not survive without Joon's help! I want to know what you can do without Joon by your side!"

Jumi looked at Aliza with tearful eyes and thought....

"I couldn't ask for Joon's help anymore. Every time I'm with him, I'm always a burden to him."..........

"Who told you Jumi is a burden to me?".....

A voice came out from behind the door. As she heard the voice, Aliza looked back and felt a bit shocked....

"Joon! Why are you here?"

"I'm the one who should ask you that question! Why are you here? What have you done to Jumi, huh?"

"I... I.. I haven't done anything. Joon! You don't have to protect her. She's a horrible girl who can't do anything on her own. She only pretends to be a nice girl."

Joon responded with angry voice......

"Shut up Aliza! Jumi is not a burden to me and she never will. She's never asked for my help. But I'm the one who's willing to protect her. You wanna win her that much? Have you lost your mind? Do you think you can defeat her by doing this? Jumi can defeat you fairly and she can win without doing anything dirty like what you have done. You know what even you win this time, you're still a miserable loser."

"Joon! You lost your mind!"

"Aliza! If you dare to do something to Jumi again, I will never go easy on you. You better hurry back to class if you wanna defeat us that badly."

Aliza glared at Jumi with angry face and ran out of there.....

"Jumi! Are you ok?"

Jumi responded with a low voice....

"I'm fine! You don't have to protect me every time. I'm such a burden to you."

Her teardrops kept falling down from her eyes. Joon responded....

"You silly kid! You believe that girl? She only lied to you. Trust me! You will never be a burden to me."...

He wiped her tears and hugged her...

"Stop crying Jumi! As long as I'm here, I will always protect you!"....................

Joon got her on his back and walked out of the room....

"Joon! I'm sorry!"

"Why?"

"I've lost the worksheet. I'm so sorry."

"That's ok. Don't worry about it."

Jumi responded...

"No! That's not ok. I have to do something about this. I can't drag you into trouble with me. Joon! Where are you taking me to?"

"The infirmary! of course!"

"Why? We have to hurry back to class. I have to do something. I can't let you lose your scores."

"Jumi! Can you concern about yourself more than anyone else? Your knee is bleeding. Don't you see? How can I leave it like that?"

"That's ok. I can bear with it. I can't bring you into trouble with me. Please Joon! Do it for me this time."....

Joon had no choice than bringing her back to class.....

"Sorry teacher! We're late!".... A boy with a girl on his back apologized to teacher with tiring voice and sweat all over his face.............

To be continued

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Walk away.....

You are my Endless Memory: episode 3 ""Wishes upon the star""

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"Come on Joon! We have to get there before the rising sun"

"Ok! Ok!"

The girl walked really fast. She turned around and looked at the boy....

"How come you're walking so slowly?"

"Jumi! You woke me up at 4:30 and now you're forcing me to walk fast? I can't even open my eyes -__-"

"Duhhhhh...You're so lazy! Oh look! we're here... yesssssssss... finally we arrive just on time..^^"
As the sun was rising, it was glowing brightly. The whole moment was covered beautifully by the golden glow of the sun.....
"Joon! Today is your special day! My heart reaches out to you and pray. May you keep you lovely smile on your face forever. May god be with you and always protect you. The sun is brightening your day. May your life always be bright as the rising sun. Be strong Joon! Happy birthday!"

The boy was really surprised with the girl's plan for his birthday...

"Jumi!!!"

"Oh wait! Close your eyes!"

"Why??"

"Nahhhh Just close them."

The boy closed his eyes and then the girl took out a white scarf and put it around his neck....
"Tada........ You can open your eyes now^^"

the boy looked at the scarf and said...

"Jumi! You shouldn't have given me this."

"Why? I tried really hard to make it for you. I hope it can keep you warm.".....
The girl felt a little bit upset. The boy smiled while patting her head slightly and said...

"Don't make a face like that, Jumi! Thank you so much for today."

"And you don't like my gift, do you? "

"HaHa you're such a kid! I really really love this scarf. I only want you to know that you keep me warm enough just to stay by my side and being next to you is the only birthday gift I've ever wanted"...............

A night at the park, Jumi and Joon were sitting on those swings as usual.....
"Jumi! There are a lot of stars tonight."

the girl responded.....

"They're so beautiful, just like diamonds."

She continued....

"Joon! I want a star."

"Really?? Well.... Then have a look at that brightest star."

The boy said while pointing at a big bright star in the sky. He continued...

"I give it to you. It's like someone you love. Once you miss them, just look at it. They will be looking back at you."

"Wow! Thanks Joon!"

Jumi responded with a smile...

A moment later....

"Look! Jumi! Falling stars!"........
As the boy looked at the girl, she was praying.......
"Jumi! what are u doing?"

"Shhhhhh... make a wish! It will come true!"................

The boy smiled and stared at her for a second....

"Jumi! What did you wish for?"

"I can't tell you. My mum told me that wish can not be revealed or it's not going to come true."

"Haha... ok ok! so I'm not asking you then...^^"

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The girl moved close to the boy and asked...

"Hey Joon! What did you wish for?"

"Eh? Wish can't be revealed,right? I'm not going to tell you."

The girl pouted and said....

"Ok ok I'm not asking."

The boy giggled to how childish the girl was....

Joon's wish.....

""As long as the earth is moving, I wish for a chance to protect her until the end of time"".......................

At school....

A group of girls were talking. A girl spoke out...

"Tomorrow is the day we hand our writing to teacher. There's no way we can get higher score than group of Joon and Jumi."

Another girl asked...

"What should we do then?"

"We have to do something to make that stupid Jumi unable to hand her worksheet back to teacher. Just wait and see!".....

Tomorrow morning...
"Mummy! I'm going to school now."

"Ok! Be careful, Jumi! You're early today."

"Yeah! I want to drop by at the library for a moment before class."
While being on the way to school, she dropped by at Joon's house...
"Auntie! Could you tell Joon today I'm going to school first? Because I have something to do at school."

"Ok! Jumi! Be careful on the way!"

"Thank you auntie! Good luck."...
As she left the library and headed to her classroom, she realized Joon hadn't been arrived. yet. She talked to herself....

"Ahhhh I guess he haven't been awake yet. He's such a lazy boy."

A girl walked toward Jumi and said.........

"Jumi!"

"Oh! Good morning Aliza!"

"Can you come here with me for a second?"

"Why? You want me to help you with something?"

"Just come! You will know."

Aliza took Jumi hand and walked out of the class...
"Aliza! where are you taking me to?"

"You'll know once we get there."
They arrived at an old abandoned stuff room.... Aliza pused Jumi hardly into the stuff room. Jumi suddenly fell down........

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You are my Endless Memory: episode 2 ""The beginning of a fairy tale""

7 years ago.....

As the sun was setting. A girl and a boy were sitting on the roof of a house and watching the beautiful glow of the setting sun which lighted up the whole scene. The girl spoke out....

"Joon! It's so beautiful, isn't it?"

"Yeah! I think it would be great if we could watch sunset together at the beach."

The girl looked at him and exclaimed....

"Is it beautiful?"

"Yeah indeed."

"Wahhhh really? I wanna see that."

"Is that so? Then I'm going to take you there one day."

The girl looked at him and smiled...

"Cross your heart??"

The boy smiled and responded....

"Cross my heart!!"..........

One evening, a boy and a girl were riding a bike very fast along the street.......

"Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....."

"Jumi!!! Don't scream!"

"Joon! slow down! I'm scared!"

"Don't be scared! Just hold me tight"

The girl hugged him even tighter....

"But I'm still scared"

"Don't worry, Jumi! I'm here and I protect you." .....

A day at Joon's house. Jumi walked in while Joon's mum was doing the chores....

"Hello! auntie!"

"Oh Hi Jumi!"

"Where's Joon, auntie?"

"He's doing something in the kitchen... You can find him there."

"Thank you^^"

"Hey Joon! What are you doing? cooking?"

"Hey Jumi! what brings u here? I'm making chocolate cake. Wanna try?^^"

Jumi responded…

"I'm sorry! I dnt seem to go along well with sweet things"

The boy looked a bit upset. He replied......

"Hmmmm... But.... Just try a bite Jumi. It's not sweet at all."

The girl looked a bit hesitant but she responded....

"ummmmm... ok then."

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"Wow it's yummy!!! "

The boy smiled broadly...........

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One evening, Jumi and Joon were sitting on swings in the park. Joon said to Jumi......

"Jumi! Have you ever heard about a fairy tale called "Sleeping Beauty"."

"No! I used to hear some other fairy tales but not this one. Tell me! Tell me!^^"

The boy smiled and told the story......

"ok! It's about a princess and the curse. Once upon a time, there were a king and a queen. They've got a daughter. On the christening party, they invited all the fairies, but they forgot about the thirteenth fairy. She's angry indeed. As all the fairies gave all the best wishes for Aurora, the thirteenth fairy appeared and sad a spell "when the princess becomes sixteen, she shall die by pricking her finger."

The girl asked.....

"So did the princess die?"

"She didn't. But she fell in a deep sleep and is only awakened by the kiss of a prince."

"Did she survive?"

"Yes! On her 16th birthday, she pricked her finger and fell in a deep sleep. But a handsome prince came and kissed her. Then she woke up and they both lived happily ever after...."

"Wooooow! That's such a wonderful story! It would be great if all the curses could be broken by a kiss.^^"

The boy smiled and responded....

"Not just because of the kiss, but because the power of the curse has nothing compared to the true love of the prince for the princess."

"I love fairy tale so much because it always starts with Once upon a time and ends up Happily ever after."

Joon looked at her and said….

"Jumi! Life is quite similar to a fairy tale. It starts with Once upon a time. But the different thing is it could end up not happily ever after."

"I'm sure our life is like a fairy tale which is going to end up happily ever after."

Joon smiled and responded.....

"Yeah, it sure is."

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7th February, 4:30 am in the morning. A girl was trying to wake a boy up......

"Joooooooon! Wake uppppppppp!"

"Hmmmmmmmm... I can't open my eyes."

"Oh! Come on! Don't you even remember what day is it today?"

The boy dragged the calendar from the top of his bed.......

"Let me check the calendar..... Um... today is 7th of February, isn't it?"

"Oh! My goodness! What a person who can't even remember his own special day -___-^"

"Jumi! Can I sleep a little bit more?"

" Noooooooo you have to get up nowww... Don’t be lazy! Come on! Joonnnnnn!"

"Ok!Ok! Old lady!"

"Ahhhhhhhhh I'm not old"

"Hahahahaha".........

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You are my Endless Memory: episode 1 ""He's back!""

One windy day of autumn. The leaves were falling slowly down from the tree. A girl in school uniform was sitting on a swing in the park. The wind was blowing her long black hair slowly. She was holding a book and a pen in her hands. It looked like she had been writing something. Her face expressed a feeling of pain and sorrow which were really hard to be described into words. The sky was turning darker and darker. A moment later, the raindrops were falling down. She put her book and pen into her pink bag and walked slowly in the rain with tears dropping without anyone realizing......
"You're the one who's given me hope to live up until now. You're the one who always stay next to me and protect me. You're the one who's given me the strength to go on. You're the one who makes me want to live with all my memory. My memory which is the only way of holding onto the things I love, the things I am and the things I don’t want to lose. You are a memory that I've never wanted to lose. As long as I live in this world, I'll always remember you, remember our memories together. I will treasure you in my heart until the end of time because you are my endless memory........"

The first day of school, after three-month break. Jumi, a 16 years old high school girl, got up early and took out school uniform that she hasn't worn for 3 months. After getting ready and taking a walk to school, Jumi arrived at a high school which were full of gathering students in school uniforms. Having been walking slowly into her school, she could hear people were talking about her...

"She's so cute, isn't she?"

"Yeah! But she's so quiet"

"I've never seen her talk to anyone before"

"She only smiles."

"I've wondered why she's always alone"

These are all she always hears every time she takes her step into the school. It already became her habit. Finally she found her new class. This year she has become a 2nd year student of a high school. She attracted everyone’s attention by her beauty and sweet smile as she was walking into the classroom. Jumi grabbed a seat at the second row, by the window. Immediately, she could hear a group of girls who were sitting at the back were talking about a transferred student. But she didn't really put much interest in their talking because she gathered all her attention to the book that she just took out from her bag. A few minutes later, teacher came in. The students stood up and she told them to sit down. So Jumi brought her interest back to the book she was reading. The teacher announced......

"Everyone! Attention! We've got a new classmate. He just transferred from England. Joon! Come in!"

A tall guy, in school uniform, walked in while the girls in the classroom were exclaiming......

"Wahhhhh!!! He's so cute!"

"Yeah his smile is so sweet"

He was a tall handsome guy. His hair was brown which went well with his clear skin. He's got a sharp nose, big attractive eyes and pinks lips. His smile was sweet enough to melt the girls' heart. The guy smiled and introduced himself...

"Hello everyone! I'm Joon. Nice to meet you"

Jumi dropped her pen on the floor. Her heart fell at her feet...

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"Jumi! Jumi!"

"Ah yeah! Teacher!"

"Is the seat next to yours free?"

"Hmmm yeah.. yeah I guess..."

"That's great! Joon! You can go and sit next to Jumi."

Joon looked at her and smiled a bit and had a seat at a chair next to her. Jumi smiled back at him and suddenly turned away because she knew she couldn't stop her tears which were almost rolling down anymore...

"Joon! Finally you're back".................................

To be continue
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My 1st novel "You are my Endless Memory"

Introduction:

Hello everyone!!! This is Me...^^ Julina!!! It's been a while since I started to write my very 1st novel "You are my Endless Memory". But I'm not sure about the date-__-^ hehe... I'd always wanted to write a novel long time ago... But I never had a chance. But this time I decide to start this one and willing to finish it, even in a very long time. This novel is about a young couple who live with all their memories until the end of life. It's a sad love story about a girl with Leukemia disease and a boy who is always by her side and protect her. Some reasons separate they both while they're having good memories together. But time gives them a chance to meet each other again. They promise each other to live with all their memories... Even those memories bring them tear or only hurt them. Will they be able to be together forever? Will she survive with his protection? Will their story has a happy ending? Will their memories give them strength to go on?
Stay tune to the whole story of "You are my Endless Memory"...^^ Sorry in advanced for the mistake I cause in my writing... Coz this is my first time of writing novel. I'm hoping everyone will love it. Please give me some idea about this novel and feel free to tell me my mistake. I'll be appreciate and willing to correct them.

Thanks in advanced
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She's the one "My precious MaMa"

It's been 14 years that I have a living life in this world. My mum, who gave birth to me, have done so much things for me. It's a lot until I think that even if I spend my lifetime, I still can not do anything for her like what she's done for me. She's given me everything I've ever wished for. She gives me love, care, courage and strength to go on. She's taught me how to live as a precious person in this world. She always tell me to be a good daughter, good student, good friend and a good girl for everyone. The advice she's given me really mean a lot to me. I treasure it in my heart until the end of time and try hard to follow her. My mum went through all those difficult states to raise me. so I just wanna keep the smile on her face forever...

Someone who gives me everything
Someone who raises me through all difficuties
Someone who always care for me
Someone who always worried about me
Someone who always give me strength to go on
Someone who gives me courage to achieve my dream
Someone who understands me the most
Someone who always be by my side
Someone who teaches me to be a precious person
Someone who tells me to walk on the right way
Someone who always tell me nt to cry when I feel hurt
Someone who gives me an endless love
Someone who always forgive me and tell me to do the right things
Someone who love me for who I am

She's my only MaMa.... She's someone I love the most in this world. She's the most precious person in my life. On this special moment, I have a chance to tell you how much I love you. Mummy! I promise to study hard to bring a success for you. I promise to live as a precious person for everyone. I promise to walk on the right way. I promise to follow all your advices you've given me. I promise to not gonna make you feel sad coz of me. I promise to keep the smile on your face. Mummy! I love you! I will never ever forget the warm love you've given me. Happy mother's day, my only mummy!!!

I love you, as always......

Alone in the dark

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and you can never have them?

Do not drown in your own tears

When I am alone with the dark, I can feel my heart stop, different feeling enter my mind and soul: pain, sorrow, loneliness, depression and my heart tearing apart.

I always feels those feelings since no one cares anymore, I am alone, trapped into the darkness I created.

I am standing here all alone looking down into the sea, someone told me once that i shouldn't drown in my own tears, but my tears won't stop as I fell down into the dark sea remembering: Don't drown in your own tears....