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Monday, November 22, 2010

You are my Endless Memory: episode 28 ""A little distance""

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"Don't thank me. By the way I have a way to release stress when we are unhappy."
"Really? How?"
Joon smiled faintly. He walked toward Jumi and stood behind her. Jumi spoke out.....
"Joon! What are you going to do?"
"Just hold on tight."
Jumi grabbed the swing robes and held them tightly.....
"Alright! Are you ready? 3......2..........1......"
Joon counted and then swung Jumi strongly....
"Is this your way to release stress?"
"Yeah... Try closing your eyes."
Jumi closed her eyes as Joon had told her to. Joon smiled and said....
"When you do like this, it's like the wind is blowing your sadness away."
Jumi listened to Joon's words and smiled for no reason.................

Jum's diary entry....
"Can I still be close to Joon? I know I'm being selfish and stupid to ask this question but what should I do? It's just too hard trying to tell him to go away from me when my heart almost stops beating because of painfulness. Can I just do it? Can I just do this one little thing for myself this time?"

Next morning.....
Jumi was walking alone in the school hall. Accidentally, she ran into Joon who was also there.....
"Good morning Jumi!"
"Morning Joon!"
A pair of eyes was staring at them from a corner. Joon looked around and finally met those eyes. He shouted out.....
"Oh??? Hello Misa!"
Jumi turned and looked at Misa who was looking back at her and Joon expressionlessly. Without any responses, Misa turned around and walked away. Joon turned to look at Jumi whose face suddenly turn upset....
"That's ok Jumi! Don't be sad. She can't make up her mind now. Give her a little time."
Jumi looked at him and responded.....
"Alright! I'm ok with that. As long as I still believe she's going to be as normal as before one day."
Joon looked at her and smiled......

"Ok! Joon and Jumi! There are only 2 of you today since we've got to rehearse the ending part which the other casts are not needed."
The drama teacher spoke out. Joon asked....
"So, which part we're rehearsing today teacher???"
"The dancing part!!!"
"Dancing part?!?!?!?"
Jumi exclaimed out of surprising. She almost forgot that there's a dancing part in "Sleeping Beauty"......
"Yeah... You both have to dance today. Alright! Let's get on the stage."
Joon and Jumi walked up the stair and stood on the stage in drama club....
"Ok... So Joon! Put your left hand around Jumi's waist. Jumi! Put your right hand on Joon's shoulder. And Joon hold Jumi's hand with your other hand."
Teacher spoke out. They both did as teacher had told them to....
"I'll play the music now. You have to get your feeling into the song to dance beautifully."
"Yes teacher."
"Ok! 3.....2....1....."
Joon looked at Jumi and smiled. Jumi's face suddenly turned red and her heart thumped. She quickly turned to another direction. The slow music, "Once upon a dream", was played smoothly in the drama club. They started to dance along the song. Suddenly...............
"Ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Oops! Joon! Are you ok? I'm so sorry!"
"I'm fine! I'm fine!"
Jumi accidentally stepped on Joon's feet hardly. She kept apologizing with guiltiness. Teacher spoke out.....
"Jumi! You have to concentrate when you dance."
"Yes! Teacher! I'm sorry."
"That's ok. Alright! Let's start again."

15 minutes later.............. 20 minutes later........... 45 minutes later..............
"Jumi! Look into Joon's eyes when you dance. Don't look at his tie or shoulder."
"I'm so sorry! I'll try to do better next time."
"Ok.... So this is all for today. You both can go home now. Make sure to come on time tomorrow."
"Yes... Goodbye teacher."
As teacher had already left, Jumi took her bag from the table near the stage. Joon looked at her and said....
"Jumi! Are you tired?"
"I'm not tired at all. I'm just a little bit guilty that I couldn't do a good job."
"Don't worry! There are quite several days left until the competition day. I'm sure you'll do a very great job."
Jumi looked at him and smiled faintly.......

They walked out of the drama club together. Joon spoke out.....
"Jumi! Let's go home together."
Jumi suddenly remembered Misa's expression this morning. She responded....
"Hmmmm... Joon! I'm sorry to say this but we should keep a little distance."
"Are you trying to tell me to go away from you again?"
"No... Joon! It's not like that. I ... I.. I just wanted to say that I can go home alone. We shouldn't be together almost all the time. You told me that one day Misa will understand but how can she understand if we keep doing things that make her misunderstands."
Joon stared at Jumi.....
"Please Joon!!! Do it for me, ok???"
Joon looked into Jumi's eyes. The eyes that making him unable to refuse.....
"Alright then! But I'll take you to the front door."
"Ok!"
Jumi smiled faintly.......

"Be careful Jumi!"
"Yes... You too! Goodbye Joon!"
"Bye!"
Joon had been looking at Jumi until he lost sight of her. Jumi walked slowly along the street. She could feel a little aching inside....
"""""This is the only way I can still watch over you without hurting Misa's feeling.""""""

Next morning, Jumi was walking alone as usual. She looked at the grass field behind the building where she had first met Misa. Immediately, she noticed a group of girls were surrounding someone. That reminded her of Misa. So she decided to take a look. What she saw from the distance really shocked her. The girl that was being surrounded was Misa. She was about to walk in and help her but having thought of the last time, she realized she wouldn't able to help at all. She was thinking of a way then she shouted out loud.....
"The guard!!! The guard is coming!"
That really works. After hearing that, those girls were startled and suddenly ran away. Jumi felt very pity for Misa whose face got beaten up hardly and her books were teared apart. Jumi walked toward her and tried to lift her up.....
"Misa! Are you ok? Let me take you to the infirmary."
"Senpai! I hate to let you see me like this. I want to stand up on my own. I don't need your help anymore."
Misa snatched her hand from Jumi's grabbing and said in tears. Jumi responded.....
"Misa! Why are you saying something like that? Though I always help you when you're in trouble, but I've never thought of you as a girl who can't stand up on your own."
"But I don't need your help. Go away from me!!!!!"
"Jumi is trying to help nicely. Why do you have to be so disrespectful???"
A guy walked in and spoke out calmly. Jumi looked at him and exclaimed.....
"Kei!!!"
"Come on Jumi! Let's get out of here. She doesn't deserve a help."
Kei said and dragged Jumi out of there....
"Kei!!! Wait....."
Without listening to Jumi, Kei kept holding Jumi's hand and walking without even looking back or realizing someone had been watching them from a distance. While Misa was sitting and crying alone on the grass field, someone walked toward her and held out his hand to lift her up......

"Kei! You shouldn't have dragged me out of there? I have to bring Misa to the infirmary."
Jumi said and was about to return to help Misa but her hand was grabbed tightly by Kei....
"Jumi! Don't go! Didn't you see the way she behaved?"
"But.... But.... She's hurt really bad."
"You shouldn't give a help to someone who doesn't want it."
Kei said and stared at Jumi's unhappy face......

At the infirmary.....
"I'm going back to class now. You can use that handkerchief and return it anytime u want. Take care yourself."
He was about to leave but Misa dissuaded.....
"Joon senpai! Wait!!"
He turned around. Misa continued....
"Thank you!"
Joon smiled and walked away. Misa took a seat on a chair in the infirmary. She was thinking back of the moment when Jumi walked toward her and tried to help her. Jumi's worrying face and words made Misa feel guilty with what she had said to Jumi......

"Ok! That's all for today. Jumi! You still couldn't look straight into Joon's eyes when you dance. Keep working on that, ok? The competition is near."
The drama spoke out after the rehearsal was over.....
"Yeah... I'll try my best. Sorry teacher!"
Jumi quickly tidied her stuffs. Joon spoke out....
"Jumi! Are you in a hurry?"
"Yeah... I think it's late evening already. I'm afraid it would be dark. I'm going home first. Good bye Joon! See you tomorrow."
"Good bye Jumi! Be careful on your way home."
A moment after Jumi had left, Joon prepared his stuffs and was about to leave. Suddenly he noticed something sparkling on the floor. He picked it up and realized it was Jumi's hair clip. As he thought Jumi wasn't very far ahead, he decided to run after her and return it to her.....

"Jumi!"
Jumi was surprised as someone called out her name when she reached the school front door. She exclaimed....
"Kei! What are you doing here?"
"I'm waiting for you."
Kei said with a sweet smile.......
"Waiting for me? Why?"
"There is an ice-cream shop, on the way to your house, which just opened. Do you want to drop by?"
"Um... But it's evening already."
"Please... please... please... Only 10 minutes... I'm going to take you home."
Jumi was a bit hesitant but she couldn't refuse Kei's begging....
"Alright then. Just 10 minutes??"
"Yeah... princess..."
Kei smiled happily.....

"Welcome to snowy ice-cream shop."
A friendly waitress walked toward Jumi and Kei and welcomed them with a smile....
"I want a table by the window."
"This way sir."
The waitress guided them to a table for 2 by the window....
After ordering, Kei sat and stared at Jumi for a second before speaking out...
"Are you tired with rehearsing?"
"Not really. It's fun though."
"But you're sweating so much."
Kei said and took out a piece of tissue to wipe the sweat from Jumi's forehead. She was very surprised. Kei looked at her surprising face and smiled without realizing.....................................
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To be continued
JuLinA
Sorry for the super late posting
As apologizing, this episode is longer than the other episodes... xD
Something special is going to happen on competition day....
So stay tune... ^^
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Friday, November 19, 2010

A 4-days holiday after long busy days

Finally! I'm freeeeeeeeeeeee..... LOL After such a busy busy busy and busy school days, I'm on holiday now. RELAXING!!! I miss "Endless Memory" a lot. *HUG* lol.... There are many things are waiting for me to do. "You are my endless memory" is the first thing ^^ I gotta post the next episode ASAP as I promised. I'm sitting in front of my laptop now, listening to music, facebook-ing, chatting and thinking of what to do next... xD I have to manage a perfect schedule for this short holiday. I gotta get up in the early morning to feel the good weather. Doing homework is necessary. Writing my novel is unforgettable. Game-ing sounds interesting^^... lol I think it's fun and relaxing staying at home but I think I miss school a lot... HeHeHe.... I'm not sure why!!! Well.... however I'm gonna enjoy these days off.... HAPPY WATER FESTIVAL!!!! ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY EVERYONE! ^^

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Sunday, November 14, 2010

No "You are my endless memory" for this week

First I'd like to apologize to all readers and second I still want to apologize... T.T I won't be able to post the "You are my endless memory" this week coz I am too busy with my school work and homework actually. I promise I will be posting it on time next week. I'm so sorry!!! I hope you all don't mind and keep reading my story.... Thank u!!!


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Sunday, November 7, 2010

You are my Endless Memory: episode 27 ""Senpai! I don't want to see you anymore!"

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Misa was walking alone in the school hall when someone spoke out....
"Misa!!"
She turned around and was about to run away. But her hand was grabbed...
"You've been avoiding me. Why are you doing this? Did I do something wrong? Just tell me!"
Jumi said with an upset voice. Misa turned around and responded expressionlessly......
"No! You didn't do anything wrong. I have nothing to talk to you. I'm leaving."
She said and took her hand out of Jumi's. Misa suddenly walked away, leaving Jumi alone. Jumi's mind went blank. She couldn't think of the reason why Misa was like that to her.......

Jumi walked silently into her classroom. She was sitting down on her chair when someone walked toward and stood in front of her....
"Good morning Jumi!"
Jumi lifted up her head and looked at a tall guy who was right in front of her......
"Good morning Joon!"
"What's wrong? You look unhappy!"
"I'm ok!"
Joon looked at her for a second and replied....
"The thing between you and Misa makes you unhappy, right?"
Jumi looked at her book on the table and sighed, without any responses. Joon continued....
"Have you met her today?"
"Yes... I tried talking to her. But.... She said she had nothing to talk to me and then walked away."
Suddenly the class leader walked to them and handed them some pieces of paper....
"Jumi! Joon! Here are the scripts. You guys are important roles, so don't miss the rehearsal, ok?"
"Ok!"
Joon and Jumi responded at the same time. Joon looked at Jumi who was looking at the script in her hand and reading it quietly......

Day by day, the time had been passing by very quickly. Jumi had been unhappy because Misa had been avoiding and ignoring her all the times. Beside, there's only 1 week left until the school play competition day. Each student had been trying their hard with their rehearsing....
One afternoon of January, Jumi, Joon and other students were in the laboratory. Everyone was paying attention to the teacher. But Jumi's mind didn't seem to be with her at all. She was in a disorder feeling because of the situation she had been facing recently......
"CRACK!!!!!!!"
Suddenly there was a loud broken glass sound. Everyone in the whole laboratory turned to Jumi when she said.....
"I'm so sorry! I was pretty careless. I'll clean up this mess."
Jumi sat down and picked up the pieces of glass on the floor one by one. Accidentally, her finger was cut by the broken glass and it started to bleed. But she didn't stop picking them up. She had tried to pick up the broken glasses with another hand until someone grabbed her hand and said....
"Stop doing it! You're bleeding!"
"I'm.... I'm fine!"
Joon held Jumi's tightly and spoke out....
"Excuse me teacher! I'm taking Jumi to the infirmary. I'll clean up this mess as soon as I get back."
He said and dragged Jumi out of the laboratory. Everyone suddednly turned surprised with what they had just seen and heard......

Joon got Jumi sitting on a chair in the infirmary. Then he took a seat in front of her. He cleaned her cut wound slightly. Jumi looked at him for a second and said....
"I said I'm fine. You shouldn't have dragged me here like this."
"But you were bleeding. You think it's a little problem but it might cause you a big problem later."
Jumi suddenly turned quiet. Joon casted a glance at her and smiled. He continued.....
"You seemed to be unable to concentrate during the chemistry class at all. Are you still unhappy about Misa?"
Jumi sighed and replied....
"It has been 3 weeks that she's been avoiding me. There must be a reason why. I just want to know that reason."
"Don't think too much! I guess she's going to be normal soon."
Joon said and put on a plaster on Jumi's finger. Immediately someone walked in, Jumi turned to the door and exclaimed......
"MISA!!!"
Misa stood still and looked at Joon who was holding Jumi's hand tightly. She couldn't stand seeing what was in front of her so she turned around and ran away.....
"Misa! Wait!"
Jumi shouted and ran after her....
"Misa! Stop! We have to talk!"
Misa didn't stop. More than that, she ran faster and faster. Jumi kept running after her until they reached the grass field where they had first met each other.....
"Misa! Listen to me! This is just a misunderstanding."
Misa stopped and turned around....
"Misunderstanding? Senpai! You have been lying me all along. I think I can't keep this in my mind anymore. You said your date with Kei senpai went quite well but in fact, you had been with Joon senpai."
Jumi was extremely shocked with what she just heard....
"Misa! It.... it was just a coincidence. I didn't tell you the truth because I didn't want you to misunderstand like this. There is nothing between me and Joon."
"Huh? Coincidence? Then what about those white gloves and love magic bottles?"
"Everything didn't happen as what you think. Trust me Misa!"
"I want to trust you senpai. But... But everything and what I just saw at the infirmary makes me lose all my trust in you."
"Misa! I'm so sorry. Please believe me."
Jumi's tears started to fall down. Misa looked at her and responded....
"Senpai! You don't have to apologize. I'm stupid by myself. I'm out of thinking and saying. Thank you for everything you've done for me. From now on, let's do like we never knew each other before. Senpai! I don't wanna see you anymore."
Misa spoke out with tears all over her face and ran away....
"Misa! Misa!"
Jumi was calling out for Misa....
"""""Jumi! What have you done? You are so stupid!"""""
Jumi was crying her eyes out and her hands were shaking, without even realizing that someone had been hiding behind the tree and listening to them all along.....

Jumi walked into the classroom like a person with no sense. The class was already over. Each students were about to leave. Jumi grabbed her bag on the table and left, without saying a word. Joon suddenly figured out that there must have been something happened between Jumi and Misa. He put his stuffs into his bag and followed her. He kept following her, without even saying a word until the moment when Jumi walked cross the road. Her sense didn't seem to be with her at all. She walked slowly cross the road without looking at the traffic light, which almost turned to the red sign. Suddenly a car was driven very fast toward her. When the car came closer, someone ran toward her and push her away, out of danger......
"Jumi! Are you ok?"
Jumi suddenly looked up and spoke out with flowing tears....
"Joon? Why are you here?"
"If I weren't here, what would have happened to you? Why are you being like this Jumi?"
"Why are you following me? Why? Please stop following me! Pleas stop getting close to me and go away from me."
"Why you ask me to stop getting close to you? At least tell me a reason!"
"Misa loves you. I don't want her to misunderstand me and you anymore. So please stop doing these."
Jumi spoke out like a crazy person and her tears started fall harder and harder. Joon looked into her eyes and grabbed her shoulders with his both hands and said calmly.....
"Jumi! Listen to me! Love is a thing between 2 people. You can't get me to love Misa when I really don't. You're my good friend. I can't stop getting close to you or following you because you ask me to. You care people's feeling more than your own feeling. Jumi! Love yourself more! I know you treat Misa as your good friend and it hurts you when she misunderstands like this. But remember! If she truly is your good friend, she will understand."
Jumi cried harder and harder. Joon tried to comfort her....
"Alright! Cry all you want. But from the next hour, don't let me see your tears again."
Joon pulled Jumi close to him and hugged her slightly.......
"I'm sorry! I'm.... I'm sorry Joon!"
Joon smiled a bit and responded.....
"That's ok. You don't have to apologize but please stop telling me to go away from you anymore."

Jumi seemed to feel a little bit better. They were sitting on swings after walking together to the park. Joon looked at her and said....
"Do you feel better now?"
"I think I do. Thank you Joon."
"Don't thank me. By the way I have a way to release stress when we are unhappy."
"Really? How?"
Joon smiled faintly. He walked toward Jumi and stood behind her........
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To be continued
JuLinA
"What is going to happen next?"
"Is their friendship going to end up like this?"
Stay tune..... ^^

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Friday, November 5, 2010

Left Behind

Why do I feel this way? Why do I feel being left behind? Why do I have to hold back my tears? I just wanna shout out loud. I wanna cry. I wanna run away. I wanna end this feeling. Isn't it too hurt to realize that I'm just nothing to them when they're almost everything to me???


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