This kind of feeling suddenly comes into my mind again. A feeling of losing something very important. It's been long I've been trying to live with this feeling. It's kept haunting me and I'm scared. The warmth, that I used to received, is fading away. My time, my joy, my place and my everything is being stolen by those people. My mind goes blank and I don't know what to do to get my things back. I wanna face them and shout out loud "Give me back my everything". But I just can't. How long do I have to live with this feeling? When will this feeling go away from me? Do I have to cry until I run out of my tears? What should I do? I'm scared. I'm really scared. It's really hard to open my eyes and see the time which used to belong to me but now it's belong to other people. If it's possible, please let me sleep for a long long time until a day that I can wake up and realize everything is back to be mine............
